Wow i haven't been on xanga in forever and for that fact updated in forever. Life is somewhat ok but also evil at the same time.

on a lighter note i am still debating on whether or not to go to Junior prom because i know i won't get a date and also i really don't know that many people who are going. So i'll decide sooner or later but most likely i think of some way out of it, some stupid excuse to say no i don't think i can go because *insert lame excuse here*.

Well i need to get ready for school , the last place on the face of this earth i wanna be right now.

~Meagan

I am so lost right now i am resorting back to self injuring and i hate it and i know it is so fucked up but it helped me deal all freshman year , why can't i use it now? well idk anyway i am so confused i think i might be bisexual but i like girls more , but i label myself as a lesbian b/c of the fact that i like girls more. one thing i hate is when people put labels on me or even when i have to put a label on myself just to get the point across to them. well hopefully the people i know won't care whether i'm bisexual, lesbian whatever you wanna call it, just as long as you still love me for who i am.

Peace out

~Meagan